be it or be it not.

we plan and indeed Allah plans too.

one day done and i am already half dead.
just simply tired.

too much words were spared today.
which becomes the reason of the tiredness.
now.
time to keep my mouth shut for the rest of the week.
simply because.
i talk too much today.
and i don't feel like talking anymore.
typical anti-social syndrome kicking in.


and here i am in my room thinking.
while its raining outside.

i regret nothing.
for i was myself.
because being true is all that is needed.

my Lord is compassionate.
He knows me well.
too well than i know myself.

so i open my arms wide.
to what ever decree He may have decreed.
for indeed.
He knows what is best for me for i no none.

may He grant me what suits me best.
and keep it far away what may harm me.

so o Allah.
your pick.
and i'll try to follow.

be it.
or be it not.

i am alright .

insyaAllah.

truly. i am alright.
as long as You are near.