to decipher a thought.

lost thoughts in the middle of the night.

spoke to a friend minutes ago.
and it is very settling to know that there is another being that could understand you to bits.

because.
honestly.
im not easy to decipher.
and to know there is someone that could untangle my tangled thoughts.
is a relief.

a simple explanation from a friend.
gave a sort of calm assurance.

'he is the character of a book you are writing. and that is why there is that feeling of knowing the person before you actually know the person.mystery of life i see it as! some people in this world are just that lucky to experience that. to have a character written by ourselves emerge into real being. someone we don't know that we know. a known stranger.he is a character neb. a character you wrote in your book years before.subconsciously .and now a living flesh right before your eyes. so stop fearing and start believing. there is such thing in life as mystery you know.afterall .there are so many things in this universe we can't explain with our right minds.so why should this be an exception.don't reason it with your mind. follow what the heart says.thats where everything is usually right.well.most of it.'

yup.
just the kind of advice i need.
the right kind of thought pluck from a mind by another brain .

thank you bud.
you have just solved a huge mystery of my life.
and having you explaining my own thoughts is just simply wonderful.
thank you for just being alive to listen to my rants.


ok time to sleep NEB.
you have 10 thousand weddings to attend tomorrow.

till another time to decipher yet another thought.