to remember.

as i sit alone in the living room one silent night pondering upon the future.

a certain fear swallowed me.
a fear of not knowing what may be.
and i wandered alone.
in a maze of my own mind.

o Allah.
i do not know my future.
i do not know what is best .
and i do not know myself.

so direct my fears of all the unknowns to You.
so that i have every reason to remember you.
to seek your help.in contanst plead.
the lowest bow.is just for You.

and in lost.
i write.
to soothe what is unsettled.
because i know.
you are reading.
only You that can read my heart.

o Allah.
give me only what is best for me.


only in the remembrance of Allah,we find peace.
only with the guidance of Allah.we find the way.

'remember Me, and I shall remember You' -Baqarah 152.