i write not hoping for the whole world to read.but to change the whole world of just a person.

Monday, April 15, 2013

fear.

i write when i am in fear.

and so i write. 

these past few days of mixed emotion have been tough.
too many fears and too sudden.

i fear that i am not a decent person.
i fear that when the days end.
my feet are not walking towards the door of heaven.


and i fear. 
i am not being the best submitter 
to the best Creator.


o Allah give me all the strength in the future.
o Allah ease my burden for the present.
o Allah surround me with among your best creations.
o Allah lend me a partner  that is deeply in love with you.
o Allah make me close to my kin. 
o Allah be pleased with my effort.

and o  Allah .  spare me Your smile.
when the whole word is frowning. 


i write my prayers out loud in hope to get a silent ameen from anyone who is reading.
because. the best kind of prayer is the one that is made from a brother or a sister without my knowledge.
thank you.






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