today.i did.

and i have done my bit.

just to keep this mind at rest.
not to pleasure the interest of myself.
but to dismiss the unsettled thoughts of not trying.

today i have lowered down the enemy of me.
today i shed  the cloak of my ego.
and i took the big step which i never thought i would.
and today i realised.
there is nothing shameful.
about trying to please God.
if my way is misunderstood i leave it to God to judge what He knows best.
and today.

i did.
something that is never my way.
something i vowed never to do.

today.
i did just that
i brave myself and i stepped out of the comfort of being me.

today.

i don't mind.
because today.
i have God.

hasbunallahwanikmalwakil.
nikmalmaulawanikmannaseer.