trade.

day 47.

a day full of work and none to be missed.

its not as bright as yesterday.the sun seemed to be shy today.

oh its ok sun.there is still tomorrow.

retail therapy done yesterday was a great help.not to my pocket.but to my desires.

you cross my mind often lately.more often than you used to.

and i'm beginning to fear.fear that i will forget God.and He will forget me.

each day of the day ahead after the phone call was not lived fully.and again i have become ungrateful for each breath that is lent to me by Him.

this such great care towards you is unavoidable.but it does not mean i am willing to trade God's love for you.
i refused to.

and today.i fight again.fight this unsatisfied and unsettled feelings that i no not.and i may not have an army with their horses and their blades behind me.but i have words and promises of God.and if that is the only army i have.i will fight even better and stronger.because i know.the best army of all.comes only from Him.

so today you may be what i desire in this world.but not in the life after world that i desire more.

so today.i fought.and tomorrow i'll fight again.for i have no reason to trade Heaven with world.

and my truthfulness should not be yours to keep.for you have trade it with your lies and your tricks.

may we fight better tomorrow people :)