less and less.

humility .

very few has it.
and a lot claimed to have it.

and as for me.
of which group i entitled myself to.
i still do not know.

but as days go by.
being a part of a bigger community.
i realised.
some.
just lack of it.
very much.

humility.

in all aspects.
in allowing oneself to disengage with wealth and status.
of putting them aside. and truly realise that.
we are made of clay.and nothing more.
we should not be judged by what physical property we own but rather the spiritual side of us.

and as for me.
as days passed by since i left Liverpool.
i left together my humility.
bit by bit.
consumed by what people think of me.
and what i think of others.
rather than what Allah created me for.

humility.

 something i have seen less and less in my surrounding.
and practiced less  and less in myself.

because.
at the end of the day.
the worldly title we own.
could never buy us Jannah.
we should all make a point in life.
and understand that.
if we treat others with humility.
of the same kindness and compassion .
not focusing on how many digits the person own in their bank accounts.
and what sort of skin colour that covers their flesh .

at one point in life.
humility will repay us back .

something i should really understand.

wealth and status can make us emotionally happy.
but not spiritually contented.

may Allah guide us all.