would you deny?

so yesterday night was wonderful.
though deciding to leave early after work at half 7 at night was not the smartest choice of all.
considering the amount of work i have to do on Saturday .(after i am done writing this. that is)
still.

it was lovely to just sit and reconnect with good friends after a week of plans,elevations and sections.
just the kind of laughter i needed.

lately things have been so smooth.
though my time for sujuds are cut short.
i feel even nearer to Allah than before.
surprisingly.

its enlightening to know that you speak to Allah.
and He listens.

by far now.
almost everything i asked for is being granted.
to a point that i feel i don't deserve it.

but khalas!

He is Ar-Rahman and Ar-Raheem.

compassionate of all time.
merciful of all levels.

He gives and gives.
and i receive and receive.

may i never stop of feeling grateful .
may i never stop of feeling the assurance that if i call Him.
He will pick up.

insyaAllah .

i don't have words befitting enough to portray His mercy as for now in my life.
but i have just the right kind of contentment in a heart that is at this point wide enough to receive it.

o Allah.
you created me from nothing to something.

and you gave and you gave and you gave.




So which favours of your Lord would you deny.  55:13


indeed.
i have none o Allah.

none to deny.


may He bring us all closer to Him.
and may He bring us all closer to the ones that will keep us closer to Him.

ameen . . . .