terserempak .

a long late night talk with ayah after the Nouman's talk is always wonderful.

and suddenly.

i am reminded how much i am still his little baby daughter.

almost everything was discussed about.
and at the end of the day.

its always the good old advice.

'put your trust in Allah adik. always put your trust'


and i sleep tonight knowing that.
even if i close my eyes.

Allah will always be there for me.


and indeed.
i am a milestone deeper in love with my Lord.

biarlah hidup sejuta tahun berseorang pun.
asal kan Allah yang jadi penemannya.

khalas.


insyaAllah.

hidup itu indah.
jika indah yang kita kejar.

hidup  itu payah.
jika payah yang kita papar.


o Allah.
please put my heart at rest.
for what ever that may come in life.

and one extra advice i received tonight was.

'what is meant .is meant to be adik. and what is not. let it go '


oh. i just have to love Allah for giving me an ayah that is just full of love.
now.
who says i need it from another man.
when ayah is enough. . .eh?

:')