i just want to.

the last ten days of Ramadhan.

which denotes a lot of things.

a leaving of a month.

a starting of a new month.


a mixed feeling of everything.
sadness and happiness in one go.

and wallahi.
i have not done much yet.

too fast time is moving.
and at times i wish it would just stop for a bit.

coming back to Malaysia has been different.
very different.

i have wasted time fooling around with world.
so much preparation for the unknown.
and at times i just wish to be alone in a room.
where everything is in its still mode.
quite.
just.
alone.

i guess.
i am just not use to giving space to life.
i just want to be somewhere where its quiet.

a quite iktikaf in a mosque.
or probably a moment with nature.

i just don't know.

i just want to be somewhere where its quite.

dismissing the hectic of KL .


before it engulfs me soon.