that black box changed me.silently.

masyaAllah.masyaAllah.masyaAllah.my heart teared.captivated by the moment.as these eyes laid its view on the most surreal view of all.this is it.the place i direct my body and my soul to.5 times in a day.thousands of miles away.25 brief minutes of 24 hours in a day,a minute portion i take to have that sacred conversation with You.this. is. the.place.this.is.it.this is. Kaaba'

walking towards it.silently.i spoke.knowing with all my heart.He hears.
 'Thank you' i said.

thank you for welcoming this sinner soul.
thank you for still wanting me even if the whole world doesn't.
thank you for giving me that chance that i don't deserve.
thank you for listening even though i worth not the listen.
thank you for looking over me even if i don't know.
thank you for staying for each and every time i walked away.
thank you for having the patience for all the patience that i own not.
thank you for being the Saviour when i needed one.
thank you for always giving me the faith that i have given up on.
and thank you.
for wanting me over and over again.even if You don't need me.

i would write even longer.i could if i want.but i would know.no word would suffice the experience and the pleasure i have gone through.so i decided.to let it be a secret.between Him and I.because silently.i have changed.and it would be enough if He is the only One that knows it.

until i see you again oh dear Kaaba'.because to be near you.keeps Allah close to me.insyaAllah.