6 letters word.

day 71.

is yesterday and today.

an exam was done.i accomplished an effort and now i let God decide whether i have accomplished in marks.

a prayer was answered late yesterday.funny how i have asked for it relentlessly but when i get the response.i didn't even see it as one.

so now.if one particular stranger ask.i shall say.God narrowed the path for me in helping you for a reason.simply because.ask help from Him.because if its not Him.no one else can help you.

anyway.i meant to write something yesterday.but the energy of doing so was used up during the exam and the long walk in town.
so thank you God for lending me another Wednesday to write.

so a word came across a mind.my mind.as i was on my way to school.

SETTLE.

yes.a word with 6 letters in it.

we-settle-too-soon-and-for-too-little.

and i say that putting myself as reference.

i-settle-too-soon-and-for-too-little.

for almost everything that has God in it.

yes i do.

i settle with just being a muslim.but not a good one.
i settle with just having a God.but not to worship.
i settle with just being innocent.but not nice.
i settle with just being a human.but not a servant.

all my life.i aim to be the best.in almost everything.except one thing.to be the best servant to Him.

and why so?

one word with 6 letters in it answers it all.

SETTLE.

yes.
i settle for what i am now.JUST a muslim.but not a good one.
i settle for the way i worship God.JUST merely.
i settle for how i treat my self and others.nothing more than JUST below nice.
and i settle for what i thought i was created for.a human who claims herself not a servant to God.

so that is my problem.and maybe that is the problem of 6 billion others out there.why do we settle too soon for too little?

thinking yes.
5 times of prayers are enough.
30 days of fasting should be alright.
1 second of God in mind is ok.
and many months of life thinking its us to own is valid.

whereas.
God gives
24 hours a day for us to pray as much as we could.
360 days to fast (women no included.and yes.i am a woman)
86 400 seconds a day to have Him in mind
and all 12 months of every year knowing its Him who owns it.

but again we failed. i failed.why? because we put the word settle in our vocabulary in the wrong sentence.

we just don't SETTLE when it comes to the adoration of God.
we STRIVE more.simply because.we are servants and nothing more.

so.that was my Tuesday and Wednesday altogether.
so people.did you put the word settle in the right sentence for yesterday and today?
if not.refresh our vocabs. and reboot our faiths.