a joy.a bucket.and a pillow.

day 67.

a Friday full of incidents that could challenge a person's patience and endurance level.
mine especially.

so Friday was not easy.but somehow.inspite of trying my best to feel sad.there is a slight joy behind the lump of sadness.
and i get to confront misfortunate events with a slight smile on the heart if not the face.

and somehow i don't know where this strength come about.a Neb has always been a small pessimistic creature.and somehow.
these past few days' incidents made me view life in a whole different angle.it may sound cliche,see glass half full not half empty.
but God's power is strong,He could change anything,any feelings,anyone.as He pleased.and if its God's power.its not so cliche eh.

so today.was not easy.but today.was easy for me.because God made it so.sometimes the physical may be impaired.but what lies beneath is as beautiful as you can ever imagine.like how today is.it may be really bad.but the essence of a day it brought was beyond explanation.

so today's post.is beyond explanation.but please know.i badly want to feel sad and cry and bang my head on the wall.but i can't.because it seems.God gave me sudden joy of nothingness and an imaginary bucket to hold my tears and a soft pillow for me to hit my head on.

so today.i am not wise enough to see the wisdom behind it.but i will someday.because i have a great Creator..and He will show me :)

so people.ask for joy.a bucket and a pillow.whenever my kind of Friday visits you.because you'll never know when you need it.:)