intention

day 66.if im not mistaken

Wednesday passed by like a wind.and now.its Thursday.oh my.i still don't own the time.

yesterday was tiring.who knew pinning up is even harder than doing the actual work.but yesterday a great lesson was also learnt.

after few days of not being able to be near.after few days of not knowing how to be near.and after few days of wanting to be near.finally.i get to be near.and again through mistakes.

so yesterday.i was hurt.deeply hurt again.but yesterday the wonders of God flipped that hurt 360 degrees.and that hurt was not merely for the purpose of leaving scars on the heart that is full of it.but it is a lesson.so that i change my intention not.

have i said before.if its not because of wanting to share the beauty of having a religion and the thought of wanting to help.i would have not come back to help a stranger in finding his way back.along the way i sold God's name.and i said.this is for God.but oh my.a fool i am indeed.deep down inside without even me knowing it.it was not for God...nor it was for him.it was merely for my sake.

and yesterday.that shame befalled.and oh my.shameful i am indeed.so thank you for again another deep cut in the heart God.You cut that piece of insincerity out of me.and that is the deepest cut that i found beauty in its pain.so my intention was corrected.and i still want to help.and that calm feeling i get may it be a sign that i am doing the right thing for the right intention.

so people.late Wednesday tought me.one thing that devides a sin and a deed.is intention.change your intention and when it is filled with His name in all angles.then,you'll See the good deeds that will be brought out of it.

oh.wonderful how God teaches us through pain and joy.
so how was Wednesday people? did you waste it or did you value it like Wednesday never will come and visit you again?