remorse.

day 61.

is a day full of remorse.

i slipped.i admit.i am a human.i admit.

what i hope for,did not come true.well maybe not for now.sometimes the advice we give will not be perceived as one.
simply because.we are humans and we make mistakes.

and even though we know that.we fail every time to know that God is Forgiving.so turn those mistakes to chances.because what is more pleasing than deeds of patience....so its ok..my words may have failed.but my intention was good.but along the way of full filling that intention i slipped.and put you first.instead of You.so i did my part.now wheres yours?

so today i learnt..an advice is just an advice without the actions.so you may have fooled me again.for making me think that you need guidance.but all the whilst.what you seek is not guidance.but a playful period of me being fooled.by you.

so today i learnt.people change.to bad or good.all i need to do is choose which one i want to be close to.so change as much as you want.because i can always run away as far as i can.

so to Thursday,i succeeded an intention but failed in seeing the outcome.simply because you're a human.close to making mistakes.and i am just a fool who always fantasize the good version of you.

so to Thursday.like this.don't come again.because all i want now is not the days..but the essence and the lessons it brings.