submitting.

i'm at the edge of crossing simplicity and complexity.
the thought of knowing that to achieve simplicity could be even more complex than i expected it to be.

baffled by it.
very much.

and in the pursuit of Lord's love.
i abondoned Lord Himself.
simply because.

we live by the idea of surrounding.
of a culture that is dying.
of a respect that pushes itself through the door.

i am.
indeed.
living at the edge of crossing simplicity and complexity.

and at times.
if i could just pick my soul out of the crowd.
drown it in a clean water.
i would.

simply because.
i suffocate.
in between smiles and laughter.
i let my soul submit.
to the world without the idea of life after.

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