the smile.

sometimes in caring.
we should show it in a different way.

because honestly.

to care for someone.
it means you don't want to hurt them .

and how can it be more hurtful than to offer them the key of the door to hell fire.

and tonight i truly realised that.

i am not willing to take that chance.

because how can i push the Creator of Love in choosing love itself?

and if anyone asked.
why would i push it away.
why blocking?
and why deleting?

well.

simple.

its because I CARE.

and its because.

I am too much in love with my Creator. to a point. pushing Him as second. is  never a choice.

He is the First.
be it before.now.or later.

and you would know.
you have chosen the right one.almost.

when the person.
too.
think of the same way.

insyaAllah.

for now.
i don't need the attention.
the pamper.
the soothing words.

i need faith.
from a person.
who values faith as well.

fasobirun jameel neb.

theres nothing more beautiful.
than the smile of Allah.

and nothing more soothing.
than to know.that is what you want.

i will be on my side.
and i will stay there.

and when it is the time for me to cross.

i'll cross it with the right one insyaAllah.

the person who waits.