in point of knowing.

to Jannah i chose you.

be it someone who i have just known for only months.

and to Jannah i ignore the rest.

be it a past i have known for years.

simply because.

it is Allah that i want.

and nothing else.

again.
to Jannah.
i chose you for a future.

leaving a past that was dragging me to hell.

:)

in two more months.
a new journey will be taken.
with such an unsure outcome.
but what ever it is.
i will keep Allah close.
for i have tasted the bitter of having Him a  far.

and i write this just to ease a worry of another lady.
oh dear.
please know.

my covenant is with Allah.
and never His creations.

and i have found  just the person.
that will be the limbs to assist my walk.
and wallahi he is not cripple.
insyaAllah.

what ever Allah decrees.

i submit fully.
never for me.
but for Him only.

o Allah.
submit me to you.
and make my heart white enough to light the dark path. 
for it is an agony to be in  the dark.

so don't you worry.
Allah has always been the best end point for all of us.
never His creations solely.
:)