hey,i am glad :)

day 87.

is a late quite Tuesday morning.

and yesterday was fun.being surrounded with friends gave me a lot more reason that there are still good things left on this earth.
:)

and moving on is now in the list of a neb.and i shall work hard this time because i have not only family and friends behind me,i have God now.and i believe everything happens for a reason.and this time i can see it.and after many words trying to explain that we should be grateful in my last post.i should this time really actually be grateful.because my past shaped my present and determined my future.

and a walk in the mall yesterday made me realise how people take things so lightly.like it matters not.like how i used to be.
and i thought,

Hey,i am glad you left.
Hey,i am glad i was cheated on.
Hey,i am glad i was sad.
Hey,i am glad i took time to heal.
and Hey i am glad you are what you are.

because if it weren't for that.i would still be walking around with sins in the mall.

holding the hand of a guy whom i am not married to.
being in false love with a guy i might no be in love with.
having to bare my skin for a show to a stranger that thinks it should be done.
and having to put my loyalty to a person who is just a servant to a God.

so hey.a walk in the mall helped me to move on to the next level of being grateful.
being grateful that my God gave me pain so that He could protect me.
because after all He is the only Healer and the only Protector.

the one that heals a false love to a veracious one.
and the one that protects a veracious love from the false one

so to lovely Tuesday.lets move towards that road of healing and protecting shall we?