high and low.

day 80.

one matter is settled.and now i owned a number.

tired of waiting.but at least i was out of the house and get to see the world.well part of it.
and today.i saw many types of people as i was waiting inside a crowded mall.and one thing i realised is that
the lower the position you have in a society the more easy it is for you to lower yourself to God.

and as time passed by.only those who wears not jewellery and not expensive cloths enters the prayer room.but those who carries expensive shopping bags with expensive looks on their faces didn't even turn to look for a sign to the prayer room.and i stood there for hours looking.and wondering.and realising.maybe.just maybe.i was amongst those people who carries the worldly objects that becomes the reason for me not to lower myself to the One who owns all the wealth of the world.God.

and as i stood there.i feel the shame of seeing the past reflection of myself.walking around.being busy.carrying all those things that i see as valuable but never once did i stop and take time to realise that it is time for my prayers,that it is time to say my thanks to God to even let me experience His sustenance.

and today.in the middle of the busy milieu of the mall.i realised the ones that take time to remember God are the ones that receive not wealth.whereas the ones that were given wealth take time to spend it like theres no tomorrow until they burden themselves too much to even say...'thank you God'..unfortunate of me for once had been amongst the people who forgets.but fortunate of me for having a God that opens my eyes to see and giving me limbs to change my actions.

so for today.i learnt.that the better you are in lowering yourself to God the higher you are in His eyes.
so for today.i learnt.having money does not assure that you can buy your way to Heaven.if you use it not on His path.
so for today.that long hours of waiting.taught me not to be like who i used to be.

if God has opened my eyes.why should i blind it?
if God has given me limbs.why should i not move it for Him?

so Tuesday was like that.
to all,may you experience a good version of Tuesday too :)