a letter to dear boy and somebody.

day 50.

half of 100 days.

and somebody asked.whats whit the songs Neb?

they are just songs.the wordings mean nothing.and no don't you worry good friends.i took that piece of my heart already.and gave it to the right one.to God.
so that one day He'll pass it to someone good. :)

so today i posted two songs.but was mistakenly thought for the wrong person.because when i posted it.i posted it for the tunes.not the meaning it has behind it.

and today was a quiet day.quiet enough for me to shut myself in the room and let fantasy rules.

and yes.a friend shared a story,a beautiful one indeed,about aiming for beauty and not perfection.

so a letter to a boy that used to be dear to me,
dear boy,
i may have not been perfect for or to you.
but my imperfection will be seen as beauty to somebody one day.if its not you
because God created me not to be perfect but to be filled with beauty.
no one says perfection is beauty.
because if it is.then no one is beautiful my dear.since no one is perfect either.so are you.
so one last letter to a boy who failed to see my beauty.
i have no perfection to offer.nothing but the beauty of my love given by Him.
and if you can't see that,then maybe that piece of my heart that i tore for you will be forever left with a hole,because you clearly did not give a piece of yours as a replacement.
so dear boy.for now.i'll paste it with a glue of faith and stuff it with tissues of hopes.
that maybe one day.if its not a piece of your heart that i stuff and glue,it'll be someone's piece of heart that is worth the long wait.

so today i learnt to write another letter.and allow words to come from my heart.that particular hole of my heart.and it goes something like this.

a letter to somebody that may or may not exist.

dear somebody,
God wants me to cut a piece of my heart for you.i already did.but i don't know to whom i should give it to.
so forgive me if i am lost along the way.but don't you worry.i have asked a map from God.and i won't be too lost and too long to wait.
so dear somebody,
i may have not known you.and we may have not met.
or i may have met you.but i may have not really known you.
but please know dear somebody.i have cut the piece of my heart nicely for you.so glue it with your strong faith and your lovely hopes.because i hope it'll fit.and give me yours too.so that this time i can stuff that piece of hole with not just worldly tissues and shredded disappointing papers but with your piece of heart that is cut nicely for me too. :)
so dear somebody,
whether you are a good friend,a close friend,a friend or a just a stranger.
ask for a map too please.because if i am lost.i'll have God to guide me and you to find me .

so to sunday the 50th day.
i wrote a letter.and may the 50th day of somebody receive it one day.

how was your sunday everyone? less flaws and more fixes i hope :)