of legs and brains.

day 32.even if its not.i will say so.

today.i look back a lot at how i used to view life.and how i used to live it.

many flaws were found.and i thought my change would not affect my world.in anyway.

yes.my change did not change my world.but my world has changed me.the most.now.with these different eyes.

i look back.and i see.i have had all those things.i have gone through all those things.i have experienced all those things.and i don't find it joy.i find it fun.and i know less before,how fun does not justify joy.

a fool i am for thinking that the old and the new could be mixed.because the reality is,it can't.because i may have changed but my world hasn't.stagnant.it is.still.
and i am a person who does not possess the ability to move my world to the pace of my own.and i just refused to be in the pace of past.

so.yes.when i see back the people living the same life i used to.i get scared.not because im not living it now.but scared i might live it again.and i don't want to.
because i don't fancy it anymore.simply because,i am done with that version of world.and how i wish my world would be done with that version too.because we grow older and not younger.

but a wish remains a wish.and i figured.its alright to walk.even if you have no one walking behind with you.because the place you're walking to is far better than the place you have walked away.

and i find clarity in world.not being immobile.but moving forward.and walking away :)

God gives you legs and brains.correlate those two Neb and use it for the right 'walking-away'.

have a great Monday everyone.may you use your legs and your brains together.wisely.