cliche.

day 40.

i am strong.i tell myself.i need to be happy.because God wants me to.or else i would not be alive.

why do i cry over the wrong things and not smile over the right things?

so i woke up today.with a smile and some balance of yesterday's tears.

go out and look up at the sky Neb.if He took one of His creations from you.just one.He returned it with a thousand more.

so today i went out to the place of all the souls that have been taken.i visited the father of my father.

and again.death became a reminder.that i will at one point be there too.not to visit.but to stay.

and today i spent quality time with two parents and a sister i rarely get to see.

i guess its not just cliche how people always say,things happen for a reason..and there is always wisdom behind it.

and today if it not had been the awful incident my sister had to endure last night.we wouldn't be able to spend the whole day together from one point to another.even it is such an invaluable moment to others,it is still a moment,and if we don't value it then forgetful we have become.forgetful that we are humans.and we die.and we leave.and what is invaluable today might be valuable tomorrow because it might just not happen again.we never know.

so half of today i learnt,to see wisdom in anything we have to be wise ourselves.if not.you will never see wisdom in anything even the most beneficial circumstance.

so today,thank you God.for taking one person from my life and replace it with a thousand more.generous You are.and forgetful i am.

come on people.live Wednesday like you have never lived it before.there might not be a next Wednesday. :)